Thursday, February 19, 2009

the confusion

to stay, to go, to love to not.... geeze life feels utterly exhausting right now.
For some reason i am in a constant state of disarray. I thought 2009 was going to be the best year ever and it's not bad don't get me wrong.... but i am being forced to make really big decisions i am not ready to make.

i want to take a road trip somewhere. just get in the car and listen to rad tunes and not have any responsibility for a while. When i am in NY, i am always playing catch up and always thinking about all the things i have not done yet but should.

When i am in LA, i feel like i am running away from all the things that trouble me in NY.

I'M SO CONFUSED!

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